Currently Listening Jacksonville City Nights By Ryan Adams & the Cardinals the hardest part see related

ho hum...

after all is said and done, i know that you and i will end up together later on down the road.

we've got too much going on right now, but we're perfect for each other.
you know it and i know it.

just say it.

Currently Listening Down on the River By John Hartford tear down the grand ole opry see related

i know you'll never, ever read this, but i think you're a complete doll. i've wanted to tell you how i really feel

but have never had the nerves to..

Currently Listening The Mark Tom and Travis Show (The Enema Strikes Back) By blink-182, Blink 182 all. over and over and over. see related

where do i go?

every single time i listen to blink 182, i want to cry. not sob, but i, indeed, get semi-teary eyed.

they were such a huge part of my life. i grew up with them. i felt like finally someone wrotes songs i could sing at the top of my lungs...a band that made me understand that being yourself is what's cool. mark, tom, and travis influenced me so much.

i don't see why they had to release a greatest hits cd...the mark, tom, and travis show did(and continues to do) just fine...

i hope and pray every day that in a year or so, plus44 and angels and airwaves will be broken up and blink 182 will get back together. god, i really hope they do at some point in time.

as i drove home from jessica's tonight, i put on the above mentioned live cd and felt like i was back in junior high, riding the bus to school with kids i didn't get along with...staring out the window of the bus on the wonderful city of collinsville.

"dammit" was and will continue to be my favorite song for the rest of my life. i would like that song played at my wedding and my funeral.

if i had one wish in the world, it would be to meet these three guys who changed my life. i'm not saying, "oh they're musical geniuses", but merely, that they are my idols, my heroes...

please get back together, blink 182. i love you.

Currently Listening Yonder Mountain String Band troubled mind see related

life.

you live it

mess it up

then you die.

or that's how i see mine playing out.

life.

you cant always look on the bright side.

what if there is no bright side?

hmm.